| Location | Coatbridge |
| Age | 1 year, 3 months |
| Date of Birth | 6/1988 |
| Date of Death | 9/1989 |
| Visitors | 1,154 since 03/04/2008 |
| Creator |
Nicola Taylor died 26th of september 1989 aged 15 months from coatbridge my first baby died of
meningitis
my gorgeous first born had beautifull big brown eyes and dark hair and meant the world to me and
still does i love and miss her so much every day the hurt never goes away
do you remember me
I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true.
It's been 19 years since you left me to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?
It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,
Even after all this time,what am I going to do?
Maybe this is the way mummys are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?
mummy xxxxx
a poem for my angel
Sweet Angel nicola
So innocent and gay,
until a disease called meningitis
took your life away.
I will never see you laugh,
I will never see you smile,
until we meet in Heaven,
i'll see your face at last.
My sweet Angel nicola
in your white christening gown,
you are resting in peace
wearing a beautiful golden crown.
What a unique little halo
you have above your head,
the fluttering feathered wings
pressed softly upon your back.
My sweet Angel nicola
is what i call you now,
So precious to me you are
even though you're not around.
How i wish i could see you
behind that Pearly gate,
walking along side Jesus
no longer my heart would ache.
My sweet Angel nicola
I look for you in the sky,
listening for you to sing to me
and tell me you're nearby.
God protects his children
and keeps them safe and warm,
waiting for Mommy
when iam old and worn.
i know i'll see you soon someday,
until then I pray.
My sweet Angel nicola
in my heart you will stay.
-i love and miss you sweet Angel nicola
Love Mummy xxxxx
Ask My Mum How She Is
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My Mum she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before,
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is,
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie,
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum How she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine,
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven,
I cannot hug from here,
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold,
I'll say 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!'
hello beautiful angel, hope you are having lots of fun up there with all those other gorgeous angels. i bet you have been playing in the snow today hope you wrapped up warm though. goodnight for now and sleep tight, sweet dreams sending my love always xxxxxxxx
hello everyone hope you are all ok sending my love always xxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxx
a message from you angel
I Walk With You Mummy
I walk with you my mummy dear,
I'm always with you, always near.
Just look behind as steps you take,
And see my footprints that I make.
They're in your heart when you're asleep,
You feel me kicking when you weep?
I walk with you when you are sad,
But I am happiest when you're glad.
I'm never far away from you,
I'm here in everything you do.
I walk with you if you're in pain,
I steady and help you up again.
And when on earth God calls you high,
I'll light the way mummy, to His sky.
God says I'm a gift mum, purer than gold,
He sent me to love you until you grow old.
You're blessed with an angel from Him above,
You gave me life, and we give you love.
I walk with you for eternity,
I am your angel, mummy look at me!
Gift of a child
I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of mine, he said,
For you to love him while he lives
And mourn for when he’s gone.
It may be six or thirteen years,
Or twenty-two, or three,
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for me?
He’ll bring his charm to gladden you
And should his stay be brief,
You’ll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I’ve looked this wide world over
In search of teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life’s lane
I’ve decided upon you.
Now will you give him all your love
Nor think the labour vain
And hate me when I come to call
To take him home again.
I fancy that I heard them say
‘Dear Lord thy will be done,
For all the joy, this child will bring
The risk of grief, we’ll run.
We’ll shelter him with tenderness
And love him while we may
And for the happiness we’ve known
Forever grateful stay.
And should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we planned,
We’ll brave the sadness that we feel
And try to understand.
im so sorry for the loss of your precious nicolai lost my son liam to meningitus so i can understand how you feel time is no healer when you have lost someone as precious as a child sending my love to you and your family xxxxxxxxx
hello darling, hope you are having a lovely time up there in heaven with all your angel friends i bet you are i bet it's a lovely place better than the rubbish we have to live in down here so you continue to have fun sweetheart. sending my love always x
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There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.
God made this special place
When He first created man,
For He knew it would be needed,
As part of our life's plan.
He knew when loved ones left us,
We'd need some time to heal,
To come to terms with sorrow
And the loneliness we'd feel.
So when you lose a loved one
And your life is filled with pain,
The comfort of their presence
Will be found in Memory Lane.
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Hello nicola's family hope you are all ok and staying strong. sending my love always xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx
mummys angel
mummy misses and loves you so very much baby one day i will have you back in my arms and then i will be truly happy again life if so hard without you love and miss you always baby mummy xxxx
God bless you angel and all your familyxxx
When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares
With the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold.
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
And so He takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
Still somehow we must try.
The saddest word that mankind knows
Will always be 'goodbye'.
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realize God loves children
Angels are hard to find.
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